Yep. That’s just about what I feel like.
Still trying not to deal.
Trying to pretend to get in the Christmas spirit and love all the snow but really? I spent ALL DAY in bed yesterday. And feel tempted to do the same now and from Wednesday at 3pm when I get out of work until January 5th when I return.
Cried when I got an email from Mark’s parents…
Cried when I got flowers from Erin/Rand and Mama and Papa N this afternoon at work, far too generous…thank you. Erin already saved me on Saturday. Sigh.
Cried when I got home and found wonderful cards from friends, that weren’t Christmas, but sympathy.