Library, not Nursery

A million years ago, ok, 27—10—and maybe even off and on the last few years if you would have told me I would end up in a giant house in the country with two crazy dogs, four kitty cats and one amazing husband without any kiddos I would have laughed. We bought Weber Wonderland and called the room next to our bedroom the nursery—it is now the library and one of my favorites spaces. Anyhow…

The one thing in my life I always assumed was I would have kids. In fact more than one relationship ended or never really started because I wanted to have a partner that wanted to have children too.

Here I am today. 43. No kiddos. But a house big enough to have at least a handful, if not more.

Now this isn’t a BAD thing. It is what it is. And the really strange part, I really love our life right now.  There’s still time in our future to have a family, if we choose to go down that road. Right now. Today. I’m happy where I am.

You never know where life is going to take you. All you can do is live day by day and trust the process.

And to think, this post was sparked in my head all from seeing an ADORABLE photo of my friend’s kiddo on her last day of Kindergarten. I thought “man, my friends have amazing kiddos…” and smiled happy for my friends and their kiddos.


Whatcha talkin' bout Willis?