AAAARUGH!

I’VE HAD ENOUGH!

I WANT TO CRY. (But when I cry, I can’t breathe…)

I’VE BEEN SICK IN MY APARTMENT NOW FOR 9 DAYS. 9 DAYS!!! And right when I think something is going my way, for example…oh I haven’t had a fever in the last 3 days…I END UP THROWING UP INSTEAD.

I’m going bat-shit crazy.

Last week was different, I was a miserable whiny feverish soul SICK SICK SICK and no time to be bored or frustrated. All I wanted to do was sleep and that wasn’t even very easy at times.

FRIDAY? MISERABLE DAY. high fever, throwing up. Went to doctor. Went for Chest X-Rays. Foundout my pharmacy was OUT OF THE ANTIBIOTIC I NEEDED. BAH!

OH AND DON’T FORGET THE BRIGHT ORANGE PARKING TICKET FROM THE CITY OF BUFFALO. Cause nothing says I love you citizen of my City who has been sick in bed for over a week with the swine flu and pneunomia like one of those BRIGHT ORANGE TICKETS!

I’M MISERABLE. GRUMPY. PISSED OFF.

And still sick dammit.