Me – 25 years ago – THANKSGIVING EVE! The biggest party/bar night of the year!
Me – Today – Thanksgiving is tomorrow? Is 8pm too early to go to bed?
Tis the night before Thanksgiving and all through my house. Not a bit of energy lurking, I feel bad for my spouse. So irritable. So tired. So old. I feel so old.
On the radio I hear another version of “Last Christmas” and my brain is thinking – another one? how many versions do we need outside of WHAM – I mean the song isn’t even that old–
Oh. Wait. 1984. WAS 38 YEARS AGO!
Yeah old. I sense a theme here.
The MOOD HAS to be #perimenopause right? I mean the irrational rage – the EXTREME irritation of people and the general public? It simply has to be the hormones. Either that or I’m going mad. (Well…) I’m feeling all of my 48 11/12th years this week.
I’ve pretty much removed myself from Twitter. I have the urge to log in and check my timeline – BUT NOTHING COMES UPON THE TIMELINE because I smartly deleted all the people I followed. Mwhahahahaha. The tips I’ve learned from weaning off of Facebook.
I set up an account on Mastodon – @allthingsjennifer@mstdn.party
And one at Post. (Which I really think I’m gonna like and hope most people migrate there.) Click here to sign up!
I cannot reconcile in my brain – the fact that I had SUCH A crush on Tucker Carlson back in the day. I can’t tell you how many times I sat in the studio audience for CNN Crossfire when visiting DC. More than a handful. So much hate. I can’t forgive myself – or even allow myself to consider thinking about who I was not that long ago. What was I missing to not see the hate and evil inside?
Just another thing I really should address with a therapist but —- I’m not in that place to care enough to deal with any of my own issues right now.
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Kristen D
I got into Post last week. It’s pretty decent!