(Hiding) Today is just another day in a series of long, pathetic, painful, regretful, meaningless days. NOTHING is good.

And right now, I don’t imagine anything good happening anytime in my future.

I decided to go through my old journals, I had about 6 of them lying around, dating back to about 2002. I ripped them up page by page…what is done is done. I don’t want to be reminded of anything, good or bad.

Same with my blog.

I need to hide.