1. Dart Playing and massive apartment hunting on Saturday that turned into wine bottle at new Cafe and making new gay boyfriends while commiserating over the lack of spectacular apartments…
2. Penguin Days on Sunday with Bren, Steph, Erin and my baby girl Jessica…(ADORE THIS CHILD, she was the first baby, wee little baby I liked…God how I love her!)
3. SCOTS playing on Monday night at Nieztches. I especially loved the song about the dirt track racing car…and the trailer park, and damn I missed the Little Debbie reference because I was too enthralled by the KFC Fried Chicken launching by the girls on stage!!! The band was a down home grassroots chicken eating, beer drinking B-52 wig wearing, bald headed looking, sometimes Squirrel Nut Zipper sounding, eclectic group of white trashiness. Fun times.
…that All Things Jen has been in a serious, black funk lately. Since? Since? Last Wednesday I presume? Blah…blah blah blah. Irritable and extremely moody. Quiet and lethargic, ready to explode.
And although I know what I could do to get out of this mood, example, take a walk, blog, read, sing…I choose to wallow in it instead. Oh the joy of being me. Sorry folks. Sometimes I just think there is too much to release just a tad bit, and I would never (Scroll down a wee bit to the second entry.) Erin tells me, she knows how to handle these moods. She just doesn’t take it personally. Good advice. Good advice.
I’m just getting back from a paid study on young adults (hey, just scraped in at the big 30!) and their lifestyles and drinking behaviors. Yikes. After this month? I am reconsidering some of my behaviors. I did the questionnaires in about an hour, which was super fast, but asked thought-provoking questions about some of the answers I was asked about…My girl was impressed. Yeah, yeah…I know my moody bitchy self. I had no idea that I had little to no fear and avoidance behavior regarding social situations though. I was surprised at my answers. Not at all, not at all, not at all…if I am avoiding something it is because I am being a piss pot, not because I am socially anxious. Oh well. I got $30 for participating. (That pays for the drinks from Monday night…oops!)
Yeah, I am slowly getting back in the swing. Stay tuned.
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