I really need to get out of my own head. I can’t stand how on a “normal” day there are ups and downs and I feel happy or sad but then one little thing happens and DOWNWARDSPIRALINTOBLACKHOLEOFDOOM and I struggle to lift myself out.  My normal is exhausting.

If I could be granted just one vain and frivolous only wish, it would be to have only one chin and neckroll. I could be 100 pounds larger everywhere else and fine. I hate pictures of myself so damn much. Most days I just accept and move on. Today, I loathe. And this makes me cry, because this photo is filled with beautiful souls I adore. And all I see when I look at myself, is disgust. 

Fuck you #depression.