Reminder. Never call your ex at 9 pm from a wedding, after you have been drinking since 9 am. You might have no idea what was really said…and it doesn’t matter anyhow, the best part of waking up! Remembering that it, doesn’t matter anyhow. The problem is that I miss him. NOT the *idea* of him. Not the *man I want to marry someday* him, but my friend John. I miss him terribly.