Things That Brought Me To Tears Today

Things That Brought Me To Tears Today – Our first day without Giant Puppy.

1. Waking up and not hearing tipsy tappy toes greet me when getting out of bed.
2. Instagram reel of Great Big Sea “Consequence Free”
3. Instagram reel of John Denver “Take Me Home (Country Roads)”
4. Seeing Giant Puppy’s futon in her room (I had to close both doors, too sad.)
5. Walking by the stair gate papa built to keep Giant Puppy away from kitties.
6. Damn lead hanging on porch waiting for Jordie to go outside.
7. Giant Rock on porch table – the last one she randomly brought to us a few weeks ago.
8. The gate papa built to keep Giant Puppy on porch.
9. Harley shying away from eating din-din – waiting for Jordan to come start eating first.
10. UGH – moving the rocking chair and seeing her favorite toy the spittoon urn…
11. RANDOM BROWN DRAGONFLY coming up to me while watering garden.
12. Jessie Penguin sending me video of Jordan talking – and hugggggg photos from 11 years ago.
13. Thinking that I should have taken Jordie on more walkies.
14. Emptying Roomba – full of that thick undercoat…
15. Hearing HWMMS say he snuck into the bathroom a few times at work to cry.
16. Looking out at her field when bringing Harley out for potty.
17. Writing this stupid list.