Tomorrow is December. December is my favorite month of the whole year. (My brother, husband and I have birthdays In December.) Snow falls in December. (15 inches coming our way!) But the BEST REASON of all – it’s the last month of 2020.

For the last two years HWMMS & I have participated in the Spring Musical at the Springville Center for the Arts and a Christmas play in the Winter. It feels like a lifetime ago.

Sigh.

Lots of peeps are doing their holiday cards. I tried to find one a few days ago but I got depressed. The whole toilet paper/staying home/fuck 2020 vibe of the funny cards turned me off. And the Holly Jolly Merry Merry Family cards made me sad. Maybe I’ll skip this year.

I mean I sent out COVID cards back in April. So it’s not like I haven’t sent a 2020 card out…

I had decided on the theme of “Peace on Earth” but then I started to cry so I stopped looking at cards.

Meh.

I keep thinking of all the people who died alone and their loved ones…and all the people in care facilities. I can’t think of anything more heartbreaking. Scared. Confused. Alone. So no, no I don’t feel like having a Holly Jolly Christmas this year.