1. Dear MAGA Family Member: Happy Holidays! My gift to you not just this year, but for the rest of my limited time on earth, is removing your access to my joy. Sorry not sorry. With Grieving Love but ZERO Respect, Jennifer
  2. The desire to purchase “On Tyranny” anonymously and send to all my MAGA relatives…
  3. I just want to stay in bed forever today, the fucking depression hit hard this morning. I also wanted to wear bedtime schmoo to my biopsy appointment but I got dressed anyhow. No shower but dressed. Onward. – Nov 11th
  4. Since July, I’ve acquired GI & thyroid related health issues. Enter ER visits, specialists, ultrasounds, CT scans, a biopsy and future endoscopy. During this time I’ve lost 35lbs. Tonight I went to empty the 35lb bag of dog food into the storage container and I couldn’t believe how HEAVY it was. 35.
  5. Welp. My body gave in to my negative spoon balance. I slept 13 hours last night. Woke up at 2pm thinking it was 11. Needless to say I didn’t get my full day of work in…will make up hours this weekend. For now back in bed. Tinnitus off the charts, headache relentless fatigue. Meh. – Nov 20th
  6. I was the only one masked at our local community theater tonight.
  7. I need to get out of this funk <and I will> but life keeps throwing poo my way and more so for people I love. ijustwanttomakeitbetter andhibernateforthenext10years. – Nov 24th
  8. I miss her. I miss them. I miss the joy. The light the promise the love the laughter. Fuck. I didn’t have a great day today. This afternoon I sat in the backyard. Pondering. Verge of tears. At the moment I started thinking of something proactive I can do…A DRAGONFLY LANDED ON A LEAF IN FRONT OF ME AND JUST SAT THERE. A dragonfly? End of November? Floodgate of tears. I’m listening… – Nov 26th
  9. 17″ inches so far at Weber Wonderland (outside of Springville). I needed this joy. Thank you Mother Nature. – Nov 29th
  10. “When we start to see others as part of our tribe, or even our family, we build the inner reserves to fight for them. To see our own safety as a secondary concern to the group’s safety.” – Community is Resistance

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