“Welcome Home Jennifer!” Yeah. It’s been a while since I’ve been *home* I’ve been cocooned out in the burbs with the Best Friend Rachel, her hubby and adorable…

Jeanette Winterson, Oranges are Not the Only Fruit “As it is, I can’t settle, I want someone who is fierce and will love me until death and know…

Last night I left work and made it “home” to the burbs, walked in the door and was soooo tired and gloomy. An hour later I found myself…

Ah. Thoughts upon seeing last nights performance of Radio City Christmas Spectacular at Shea’s. 1. Yay! The tickets were free! Thank you! (Work perk!) 2. Loved spending time…

Um, yeah today was a better day. Up and down. All around. Damn relationships and no longer significant others. The apartment is free and clear for me me…

Too Soon. It was bound to happen. Of course this SOON?  Ugh. Hit me like a ton of bricks. Today I was at the apartment at the same…

1. CAR! (Van) My Uncle Ken and Aunt Ellen are giving me the use of their van. Needs a bit of work and walla! Should be on the…

Love is… My most precious niece Toddler A who has taken to calling me on the phone and asking me to come over. Yesterday she saved me from…

Bob Barr? “Aunt Jenny, did you vote for Obama” “No, I voted for Bob Barr.” “Did you make a mistake?” (Laughing) “It’s ok, accidents happen!”

Wrong Jennifer Smith. I went to the pharmacy yesterday to pick up these… And the pharmacist restated my name and said “so you are picking up….” these? Um…

Moving right along… Ok. And so it goes. Mark is moving out this weekend. And I feel wrong. 🙁 I decided to stay at the apartment. Been thinking…

So… Let me begin by saying how incredibly unhappy I am today. Fuck today. I know I’ve made mistakes. I’m not proud. But I’m sorry. And I’m sad….

Election Results with the Smiths 1. I’m in the Smith household where my 3.5 year old precocious niece tells me  “we vote for Obama.” As soon as the…

Fingers crossed. Fingers crossed. Happy positive thoughts needed. I found a fantastic apartment. I walked in and wanted it upon entering. I’ll know in a few days. Someone…

Self-Reliance and Other Essays by Ralph Waldo Emerson The other night I cuddled up with a little light reading. Self-Reliance and Other Essays by Ralph Waldo Emerson I…

Thankful. Yeah, I just can’t get with it today, blah, blah, blah. I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of feeling blah. And I can’t help but think…

I watched The Office last night. Interesting that it was about Michael and the super cute Holly who he loves so much BREAKING UP. Timing timing timing. I…

Facebook. Facebook. Facebook. I can’t believe I am about to write this next post… On my Facebook Profile, I obviously changed my status to “In a Relationship” to…

Hello readers! Perhaps it’s because the election season has died down and people are bored. No wait, perhaps it’s because it’s getting COLD in Buffalo and people are…

This One’s For The Girls Dear Martina McBride, I enjoy your music very much. In fact the song “This One’s For The Girls” always lifts my spirits, but…

Hail Mary.Really? The other night I couldn’t relax. I actually always ahve a difficult time relaxing and have been spending too much time in bed just lying there…

Kitties Gone Wild! Oh my heart. I’ve been sleeping in the bedroom which of course is where Little Ling sleeps, since this has been the arrangement for about…

Apartments AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRUUUUUUUUGGH! I’m so fucking sad.  Sick mostly, and sad. I need this to be over a lot faster. I want to be settled. I hate that the…

Mirror, mirror on the wall? Um, I think I lost weight without even trying. As in I looked in the mirror this morning and I’m pretty sure there…

Breakup. Mark and I are no longer, it’s been about two weeks. I guess getting this out there is the first step to moving on.

I don’t know who I’m gonna vote for… And I simply must vote. Seriously contemplating a write-in this year. And since I am serving as an election inspector…

The Son of God vs. The God of my Idolatry My GOODNESS. I was weak. I questioned, I pondered I even hooked up Lil’ Bear (name of my…